Blowin Smoke - James Fauntleroy

am i blowin smoke when i'm blowing kissescos i feel like i'm choking you by my spiritam i crazy, am drowning, did i fallwhat am i standing here forcos i don't feel home inside my own skinsince i let you underneath ohyou turned my world into a curseand you made my better way worseyou held my hand and let me downi lost my mind i'm going outside to look aroundcos i can't even stay here noyou don't