Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit Lyrics

Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my room(unless I try to start again)I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not