Saving Abel - 18 Days Lyrics

Its been 18 daysSince I'd look at myselfI don't wanna have to changeIf I don't then no one willIs it my state of mindOr is it just everything elseI don't wanna have to be hereI don't understand it nowCause its been 18 daysSince I first held youBut to me it feels just likeIt feels like a lifetimeI'm trying hard to re-arrangeSome say its the hardest thing to doBut that's another 18 daysWithout you.